My Philosophy Of Death
When I close my eyes at night i see shadows of death surrounding me closer and closer.
I can feel them, the smeel of death is near every moment, they come slowly and your soul is already taken.
They are not to be trusted even if they look like angels.
Death can be sweet sometimes and you must taste every drop!
The shadows comes to you, don`t be afraid a warm feeling will surround your body and then death will do it`s part:
To drown in the underground!
Now, you have seen it, you know how it is to die!
You can feel it, even if it is a dream!
Have you ever felt the death near you?
Are you afraid to die?
Why?
It is a natural thing, like an eternal kiss!
Just enjoy it like you enjoy life!
What is the meaning of death to you?
What will you say when death comes to you:
" What took you so long?"
When the night falls I wonder:
" Will i wake up in the morning or will I wish to be dead already? "
Sometimes the pain is unbearable but this can be a way out?
I had the pleasure to see a sparkle of light but this was an ilusion?
If not, why my eyes are coveresd with darkness, again?
I don`t whant to fall asleep because I`m afraid of the emptiness of my dream,
But I feel so tired of thid world I really need my rest, an eternal one!
I see only shadows and i can hearthere calls, should I answer it?
I wonder what happens when the heart stop beating?
How it is to live your last moment of life?
If tomorrow I won`t wake up how will miss me because sometimes i cann`t bear myself?!
The pleasure became my pain, the pain is like a sweet voice inside my head!
I`m falling and there`s nothing that you can see because i`m dead insid of me!
My soul is gone away, somewhere far and soon my body will join the long way!
I`m blinded by darkness who it is made by shadows,
But there can be a light only for the mortals one.
They can be saved by the light that means hope,
But what can we do when you have the frosen heart that mealts your soul?
We are lost in the unknown and there`s no hope for this.
Why don`t we make the unknown to be known?
Because once we reveal the unknown we have no place to hide!
Sometimes I wish that i can read peoples mind
But if this would hapen what emptiness our soul are to be fond!
Come and hide into the shadows with me and you will see it is yourself that you are hiding for.
Come with me into the darkness that you can not escape from,
Rise and met the death that it is in front of you and know that you are bless!!!
Don`t run away from it, you know you cann`t escape the death that shouts inside of you!!!
Don`t you realise how bless you are because death comes to you when your hool soul crys for his immortal kiss?!?
Rise and meet your destiny angel falling from grace!!!
I long for the moment when my soul will be apart from my body
And I will escape from this world so cold and empty!
I am realising that the days passes by my soul is lost and nobody can save me because I cann`t save myself!!
I`m waiting in the dark for the call that will end it all!
The hope is running into my veins
But once it cut the root with all that means life.
My blood it is poison, my brain is dameged,
My soul is taken, my heart is broken,
My body is the only thing living
But soon this dead alive will be over.
Please tell me who I am,
Because i don`t have the streath to find myself again.
I`m lost inside of me and I`m beginin to love the shadows.
Why have you left me here?
Do you whant to became the death bride?
TO BE CONTINUE