8'th of July

[Paul]

I just remember the bad times, wondering, shouting,
Crawling inside my ugliest fears...

When I want to fall

Repulsion to everything that kept me down,
Bursts outside like centigrades... from lava springs...

I just remember the good times, laughing, dancing,
When nothing seemed to matter,

When I want to lie down...

When I want to chase away any worries...
When I'm searching for a noun...

I just think about You, constantly,
When I want to go on...

And on.

[Ezo]

I just can't figure out what to say
anymore
when you wish to keep silence
and I find myself longing for you
in my cold bed
in my empty soul
in my sorrowful life...

I just can't understand
how can you sleep so deeply
when I can't close my eyes
at night
and at day
I stare at the sky
wondering which of the stars
is for me
which one is for you.

I just... remembered too
you're just a lie
a dream I've dreamed once
when I could sleep like you do now
it turned out to be a nightmare
a sweet one, but still a nightmare
who knows how to play the piano.